_.~*My Life*~._

Well I got to start this off by saying Happy 420! I hope everyone had a great one! I havent updated in awhile. Lots has been going on. I have been working alot more which is kinda helpful and then again it kinda sucks. Oh well. I should be getting a pretty decent paycheck tomorrow. I have to go get my prom dress tomorrow. Imagine me in a dress. Kinda scary huh? I cant wait. I dont know if Im gonna go to after-prom yet or not. Im getting my hair done and everything Saturday morning. I have to dye it Friday night. I dont know if Im going to try to dye it red again or dark brown. I can never make up my mind lol. My dad told me not to drink and drive. Never said anything about just drinking though. I dont know if i will though or not. I always hate the morning after lol. Moon wants me to work for him that Sunday too. Going to McDonalds flipping burgers with a hangover has to be pure hell. Havent done it yet but the image just isnt pretty. I think I work almost all of next week. They have been putting me on every weekend for like the past 2 months. What the hell? Dont they know I have a life? lol.
Graduation is in like a months and a half. This year flew by so fast. Truthfully I dont think Im ready for the big scary world. Im gonna miss fucking up and not having to take responsibility for it. On the other hand I think im gonna enjoy the freedom. Im having second thoughts about college. Dont know why. Im going to go through with it though. I just want to get out of fucking Garrett County. Speaking of getting out, after graduation me and Jess are going to Kentucky! Well thats if all goes well. I cant wait.
Anyway I think Im going to go. Kinda tired...and hungry.

Lotz of love sweetheartz!

Hey hey! Its me again! lol. I have updated since January. I need to stop slacking. Well there hasnt really been much going on. I have been working alot and doing my usual partying (if thats what you want to call it lol)I dont feel like writting everything in full so heres a list of whats been going on in my life:

1> Parentals finally got their divorce....yayyyy!
2> I sent in my application to AC (Allegany College)
3> The job has been going great, been working alot more hours
4> My sister started staying with me again, its been awesome!

I dont know what else to write. My life isnt very exciting plus I dont think anyone reads this anyway so why write a book eh?

Some quotes by random people I know and me:

*"Casey was you just taking a piss cuz umm....it sounded like you was taking a piss"
*"I think I need some more Vodker"
*"Hey Tracey! I love you!"
"Did she just call me Tracey?"
"She might have said Casey"
*"Sarah itz not lite!"
"Oh....now itz on fire!" (you had to be there for this one lol)
*"Guess what! I actually said no to him, he tried and I said no"
"Did he listen?"
"No....but at least I said it!"

Well thats all I got to say for now. Didnt want to go into a long ass rant.

Until next sweetheart!

<3 Alwayz

I havent posted in forever. Nothing really to write about. I dont have to work for like 2 more days. I had 9 days off in all. It kind of sucks. This year sucks and its only been 6 days. Tuesday me and Justin went to Walmart after being at the firehall. It was fun. Im so tired. I dont know what Im going to do this weekend. Probably nothing like alwayz. Glad its Friday though. 4 more months of school. I cant wait. Im done writting. This jus sucks lol.

<3 Alwayz

I am in such a good mood today and I dont know why. I have to go to work in less than an hour. Only sad part about my day. I had a totally fucking awesome weekend. I think I found someone I could totally be with. Someone told me he likes me but I dont know. Hes sending mixed signals. O well. Whatever happens, happens. Of all the guys Ive been with, he has to be the one. He just has to. lol. Well thats all I really have to say. Im a boring person I know.

<3 Alwayz


~Itz not my fault Im falling for you, you tripped me~

Hello all of my adoring fans! lol. Anyway...that was odd. I dont even know why Im posting, I have nothing to say. Ummm....Im still alive! Im sure your excited to know that. lol. I need a life.

<3 Alwayz!

This week has been almost the greatest week ever. I have been staying with Ruthie, Jess, and Casey. They are all awesome. Mike too. There was a really weird guy there last night that blinked alot. It was rather amusing. lol. Anyway I dont have much time to write. I get to go to a pep rally. Imagine my joy. Kenny is taking me to work! Ruthie and I think Moon is going too. Might be interesting. I need a cig real bad :(


Smoochiez Sweethearts

It's been awhile once again. I swear I dont even know why I keep this thing. I guess for when Im really bored. I dont know. Well anyway the job is going well. The people there are awesome. Its great working with people more around my age. Last night we got to dress up for Halloween so Kim, Kita, and Me all dressed goth. We looked so awesome. When Kim gets the pictures back Ill scan them and try to get them on here. There was a fight in the parking lot at McDs too! I didnt know if I should stop it or stand there and watch. I stood there and watched lol.
I had a totally fucking awesome weekend. Im not going to leave details on here but believe me it was awesome. I was the happiest chick in the world this weekend. It was Ruthie's birthday yesterday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
I dont know what else to write about. Mr. Willaman is getitng really pissed at Kenny. He wont let Kenny go get a drink. Thats just wrong. -shakes head- I dont know, Im bored.
I dont know what Im going to do this weekend yet. Well mostly nothing cuz I think I have to work Friday and I know I have to work Saturday. I have to work till closing on Saturday too. It sucks because we have to wait till everyone is ready to leave and then we all have to leave together. Closing is at 12 and we dont get out of there till around 1:00am. Its crazy. I doubt anyone is going to kidnap me in a McDonalds parking lot. Or will they?...dun dun dun...

Later Sweetheartz *Hugz~n~Smoochez*

Well Ive had my heart broke again. Big suprise. I know he has a girlfriend so why do I keep going back to him? Im just stupid and weak thats all. I really thought I was better than that. Its all so fucked up. Im fucked up. I just wish I could find a guy that loved me, not one that loved me plus 5 other chicks. Im so tired of getting played. Its going to be hard but Ill get over him eventually.

I got a new job. I work at Mcdonalds! Im lovin' it! That was so lame. Last night I went there for orientation which was like 4 1/2 hours! Me and a girl named Daphne had to fill out our paper work and then watch 4 videos on the pc. We were both bored lol. I look really cute in my uniform though! lol. I start my training next Thursday. Wish me luck sweethearts!

If boredom was fatal I swear Id be dead. Seriously. Anyway I dont really have anything to say, like I said Im jus bored. I put in another job application. That was fun. Got to get another job cuz 1)Since I quit my last job a few people think I have problems 2)Need gas money lol. "..You got fired from your job...Im worried" First off I didnt get fired I quit. Second, I think its my business and my business alone. I need to be in a happier mood. Gawd. Fucking Mondays.

"Its not even a page long"
"I know"
"you are digging a hole"

Im failing English. Big suprise. Didnt do so well on my last paper. O well. Shit happens.

There is this really hot chick walking around the library. I mean wow. Gotta stop staring lol.


Later sweethearts <3

Im sitting here in 7th period comletely bored. I get to use a computer today though! Moon is in detention so Im using his computer. Hmmmm what to write about. There hasnt been anything interesting going on lately. Well that I know of or can remember. lol. Im prolly going to go to the football game tonight. We have to win tonight, Its so neccessary. Im hoping to go top the library tonight before the game though. I dont know why I go. I guess it gives me something to do.
Dad has been doing a little better. Since he cant go to work hes home all day so the house is basically spotless. lol. Everyday when I get home he tells me all what he cleaned and what he did that day and I should really clean my room. My room isnt that bad. I cleaned some of it up and threw away alot of stuff but he said it still needs work. I think I wrote that in my last entry. Its starting to get really hot in here. Earlier it was cold. Weird. Maybe its the printer. I dont know. Everytime it prints off something it smells like a deepfryer. lol. Seriously.
Serious moment. Lately alot of people have been telling me theres something wrong with me. They say Ive changed and Im not the same Sarah. I really dont find a thing wrong with me. Im still the same its just Ive changed a little. Theres nothing wrong with that but to everyone else its a big deal. Im not going to try to change myself just to please other people. Im not going through that again. Fuck that. Im happy with the way I am and if they dont like it then fuck you. I could care less.
I dont know what else to write about. I talked ot my daddy Rob today. Well talked to him on MSN but still Im happy. I miss him. I miss all of my vp family. Since I dont have a phone or the i-net, its been really hard to keep in touch with people. Its kind of depressing. Im gonna have to make time someday to where I can go see him again. I didnt get a chance yet to tell him happy birthday, he poofed before I could. My pinky finger feels really weird. Itz like sore but not. I think its going to fall off or something. Itz really distracting lol. wow. Anyway, I have to ride the effin bus again tonight. So exciting. Not! I hate it on there. I sat with Dane last night which wasnt bad but Amber is wayyyy to loud. Shes okay sometimes but she talks way to much. When she gets with Eric or Kathy, she is ten times worse. Shes an okay person and all but damn girl shut up! I have to sit here for 25 more minutes. This is boring. I hope I get to drive Monday. I better get to drive. I miss my morning routine. lol. ~-._.-~-._.-~-._.-~-._.-~-._ Well I guess Ill go find something to get into. Love ya sweethearts!
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Good luck to Kimmie this weekend! You have to tell me everything Monday! LYLAS

Well Im here for 6th period for the second time. Its extremely boring. My Courtney is in here though! Thats makes it better. I was told not to distract her or I would be moved. Im sitting behind her right now. She looks like she is deep in thought. lol. Anyway, I was going to write about something and then I forgot what it was. I get to sit in here 7th period too with Mr. Willaman's class. I dont get to use the computer thought cuz its a big ass class. So I am going to sit at my new lil desk and write letters to everyone I can think of. lol. I might work on my Accounting stuff but I doubt that will happen. I havent decided what Im going to do after school yet. Prolly have to clean my room...again. -rolls eyes-. I cleaned it last night but my dad says it still needs work. Whatever. I think I might go to the library tonight too.
I got in trouble for my shirt today. Thats a first. I have wore this shirt like 3 or 4 times so far this year and I finally get in trouble for it. It says 'Rock On' and says Coors Light on the side but you cant see it but I still got yelled at. O well.
Im still sick and it really sucks. I just feel icky all the time. Im suppose to be taking medicine for it but then it makes me sleep more than I usually do and thats not good cuz I sleep alot. lol. Ruthie is grounded for skipping school the other day so thats prolly means I cant go over there this weekend. OMG! Me and my dad went to her house the other day so I could give Jess back her work aprons and I sat upstairs with Ruthie and talked to her. Then when we went to leave and we got in the truck he was like "what you sit up there and smoke a joint with Ruthie?"..."Oh yeah..2 actually"(sarcastically)..."I wouldnt doubt it, I know where you are getting it from...It's pretty bad when your friends tell on you"
Whatever. He thinks he knows so much. He has no idea.

Gotta go. Bell is going to ring. Ill prolly finish this later.

Lots of love sweethearts!

Well nothing much to say. Uber bored and just felt like typing something. Just found out my ex Richard is getting married in a couple of months. Thats almost depressing. Even though we went through alot of shit I still have feelings for the guy. Well nothing I can do cuz hes in Canada. Shit happens. Ummm....on a happier note, Im passing all my classes so far! Wo0t! I got an 87% on my Accounting test that took me forever to finish. I didnt like that chapter and I wish death upon it. -shrugs- I donno. Well Im more bored than I was before. Gonna go to Jeff's house. Im gonna behave I swear! ;)

TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY! Wo0t!

Wow its been over a month since I last updated. I think Im just going to make another list of the shit Ive done in the past few weeks. Dont feel like typing that much lol.

Thingz Ive done since the last time I posted:
1) Started school
2) I sit with this really weird kid at lunch and he scares me
3) "Im buzzin okayyy" lol. Gotta love Casey.
4) Quit my job
5) Decided I might be straight
6) Had sex a few times (same person)
7) Been going to the library alot
8) Tried to quit smoking
9) I miss Kayla
10)Was asked to take pictures of my boobs, ass, and pussy like just now
11)Started old habits again
12)Wanted to drive the big purple digging thing but daddy Rob said no
13)Called daddy Rob
14)Watched Ron White "They Call Me Tater Salad" like 20 times
15)There is a really cute librarian at the library wo0t wo0t
16)Had a weird teacher look at my boobs
17)Thought about changing my hotmail name

Thats all I could think of. Sorry if it was boring. Im trying to get my dad to let me stay at Ruthie's tonight. I hope I can go.


Later Sweethearts

This entire summer has been totally crazy. I barely have been home. Im either at work or at Ruthie's house. Dont feel like telling all the stories so heres a list.

List of things I did in the past 2 weeks:
1) pierced my lip
2)
3)
4) passed out in the kitchen at work and wasnt working but yeah
5) was in a parade
6)
7) wished i was a bumble bee (drunken moment, enough said)
8) got to sit on Timmy's lap (hes a cutie!)
9) got to see the lovely Kayla
9-1/2)got to see the lovely Breann also
10) met Michael at Friendsville Days and he totally effin rocks!
11) showed Breann my boob
12) broke Glowie (had to put that in there for you Kim lmao)
13) bought alot of candy for no reason
14) took over 100 pictures of some of these moment
15) got a warning for speeding
16) got a letter from my daddy Rob *big smiles*
17) ate Chinese (fluffy! love ya Ruthie)
18) went 36 hours without sleeping

Thats all I can think of right now. Im so bored. I hate being home. Maybe if I can find way to post some pics on here, I will. I'll hush now. Until next time....

Lotz of love sweethearts

OMG! Tonight i came home from work and my room was totally clean. I mean my room was a disaster! My dad kept sayinf for like a month that if i didnt clean my room that he was going to clean the damn thing and he finally did. There is a good and bad side to that. Good part is my room is clean. Bad part is that my dad found my so called "toy" (u figure it out) and he found the letters some psycho woman has been writing him. This could be bad, veryyyyy bad. Im soooo hoping he doesnt say anytihng about it but I know he will. I dont know what Im going to tell him either. Gawd this day couldnt have gotten any worse if i wanted it to.
Kimmie and Kathy's birthday is coming up which means I get to go shopping! yay! I dont know what Im gonna get them though.

Anyway thas enough for now...Later

Havent posted in forever. Not my fault. Yeah it is. Anyway, I almost flooded the kitchen at work. For you people that dont already know, I got a job. It is just super. I left my sink running and I came back and Val was like "you almost flooded your part of the kitchen" and i was like "kool". Should have flooded the fucker! lol. Nothing else interesting has been going on with my life. I miss Kayla and Kimmie. I got to see Kimmie the other day and show her my new kitties. I got 2 more cats! One is my sisters and she named it Gibbs and I named mine Marley. They are so cute.
Left work early today. Not going to work tomorrow. My grammy is in the hospital again. Things are not looking good. She might have to have surgery tomorrow. I hope the people at work dont get pissed. They prolly will. I dont care.
I need to clean my room. Maybe Ill do that this weekend. I miss Steve. He called today but I was at work. Havent talked to him in 2 days.
I still need to send Shana her box of stuff. I need to get more stuff to put in the box of stuff.
I have my name in my screename on msn and yet people still cant spell it right. Well only one person. S-A-R-A-H. Not S-A-R-A. There is an H. Its right there in my damn screename! Dont know why it bothers me but it does. They spelled it wrong at work too. Made me sad. Emma gave me a hug. I felt better then. I want icecream. Maybe Ill got get icecream tomorrow. Yeah! Its a plan.
Okay Im done for now, going to bed...nighty night sweethearts

I got to see Kayla before she left today! I was coming from lunch and she was sitting in the lobby. She even let me hug hr like 3 times! yay! OMG and she sooo put her head on my boobs! It was a moment I'll cherish forever. =] lol. Love ya Kayla!

Well I know what grades I need on some of my finals. In Chemistry I need a 3% to pass, a 5% in Accounting, an a 52% in Word Processing (Willaman's class). I dont nkow what I ned in my other classes. I want to know what I need in Math cuz thats the only class Im like super worried about passing. I already passed English so Im not worried bout that. Okay, enough bout grades.

Ummm wha else can I write....I wanna go to the graduation thing this Sunday but my dad prolly wont give up the truck long enough for me to do that. He'll prolly say its not a neccessary trip -rolls eyes-. I'll try and find a way.

Im done writing now. Nothing interesting to talk about.

Later

OMG today is the Seniors last day! Im so depressed. Both Kayla and Steve are leaving me. I waited for Steve this morning so I could see him before he left and then after homeroom he walked me to class for the last time. I tried not to cry. Im so going to miss him. I didnt actually think I would like him this much. Hes such a sweetheart. He even called me this morning. Hes so awesome.

I went to the library last night to return some books and Im so glad I did. Eric was there. Ive held such a grudge against him since he broke up with me and I dont know why. It wasnt because he broke up with me its just he never gave me a reason why. I think I at least deserved that much. But anyway we had a nice talk. We sat there and talked to each other on the computer which was crazy but yeah. lol. Then we talked while I looked at books. We had a nice talk. If all me and him can ever be is friends then Im fine with that. I gave him a ride home. Me and him need to hang out more often.

I need to dye my hair again. So many people will be pissed off but I dont care. I dont want it to be three colors anymore. It just looks stupid. I want it all like dark brown. Anyway, Ill prolly do that as soon as we get out of school. 4 more days! I cant wait. Im going to try to get a job. I got an application from The Ridge last night. Hopefully I get the job. I need something to do this sumer besides just sitting at home all day.

Well gotta go

Later sweethearts..........